"you are a song to me, and every note of every chord will set me free. there's no time before you came along. three cheers for the end of twenty one years and nothing else is..."
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...going wrong.
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( Wednesday, May 23, 2007 )
i'm heading back to my 2year old xanga.
for now at least.
www.xanga.com/real_isation
12:10 AM
( Monday, May 21, 2007 )
I think i'm safer on an airplane.
I think i'm safer in the sky up above
I thin i'm safer on the jetway,
I think i'm safer in the sky up above
I thin i'm safer on the jetway,
Than a world without love.
11:22 PM
( Sunday, May 20, 2007 )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR(:
i really hope you liked the surprise(: well i guess you did. you were crying after we hopped out of your bed and under your sheets. haha (your parents are really nice and accomodating btw. thank them for us :D ) 4 years of friendship, and we're still going strong :) there's so much to write, and i don't know where to start. haha. i guess bottom line is that i love you. i really do. we've grown from the teasing, home econs/bird bird kinda friend, to one that can really talk deep stuff. God bless and take care wangwang! and look at how much you've changed! from this:
i really hope you liked the surprise(: well i guess you did. you were crying after we hopped out of your bed and under your sheets. haha (your parents are really nice and accomodating btw. thank them for us :D ) 4 years of friendship, and we're still going strong :) there's so much to write, and i don't know where to start. haha. i guess bottom line is that i love you. i really do. we've grown from the teasing, home econs/bird bird kinda friend, to one that can really talk deep stuff. God bless and take care wangwang! and look at how much you've changed! from this:
to this:
so pretty so pretty. our tall smart sexy pirate queen netball cap. HEH.
and here. what we did today(:
and here's to many more years of friendship:)
11:48 PM
( Saturday, May 19, 2007 )
Is there anyone out there?
(cause it's getting harder & harder to breathe)
10:44 PM
( Thursday, May 17, 2007 )
okay first thing's first.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HOE!
and i know your birthday isn't as "happy" as it's supposed to be, but i hope this tiny shoutout would help a little. (haha and i know how little, "little" gets) anyway thanks for being really...great :) for the encouragements, the weird talkss, your numerous girls (HEH) and what not. so don't be the emo, depressed kid that you are and take things easily! take care and God bless(:
and CONGRATULATIONS SHENGHAO.
you're finally out of army and you left as a commando!
and oh sports day yesterday was the funnniest shizz ever. just as well we backed out from the 4x100. desiree, zheyu, chiansiang and i are a bunch of...injured chickens.
anyway on to some stuff that i've been thinking bout. so it's all rather..incoherent.
1. so we're using The Crucible for lit. Well it's rather factual and all, which makes it all the more blah-.- It's a black mark in Christian history, and well, for all those non christians (which makes up a big percentage of the ip2 cohort), they can't help but have the wrong impression on Christianity. "Persecuting innocent lives in the word of God". I mean, if you don't really have any prior knowledge on Christianity, and the first thing you read about is pastors, and self proclaimed "holy,Godly" men killing people in order to exterminate evil, you'd definitely get ther wrong idea. Even if you don't really think much bout what the book is saying, your mind can't help but absorb it. I guess you'd know where this is leading, so i wouldn't really elaborate much, but oh well, just wanted to get this out. And well, for what is worth, God never approves of killing, not even evil. He believes in the power of forgivess. So technically, the book gives a wrong interpretation of Christianity? Just thought i'd add that.
2. grades aren't all that important. and you say joyce, and you say
3. i can't wait for the holidays. i need a holiday get away. but as usual, my mom hasn't decided on a country. she's been talking bout it 2months ago. from england, to hawaii (?!?! HAHA. IMAGINE. my mom and i in hawaii), to germany. and in the end, it's back to either japan, aussie or china. oh well, whatever it is, i'm looking forward to the end year vancouver trip :D
4. the sudden rush of concerts and drama fest (both english and chinese) is burning up a hole in my pocket. grrr.
5. i should really learn to keep my mouth shut. i'm too..insistent on winning sometimes. so i'm sorry.
6. mg people end their papers tmr. so by the time any of them reads this, YAYE WE CAN GO OUT NOW :)
7. i hate it how people change. how people drift. how everything that seemed firm falls apart so easily.
8. we all need reassurance sometimes.
anyway. off to print my papers. goodnight.
9:58 PM